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Thomas Mcdonell

Hey, Firstly I dont know if you are Thomas or his accessor, or something like this. By the way I'm so glad that you liked of my drawing, maybe someday I give you personaly. I wanted write something for you beautiful, something so hardly beautiful, that you would ask for yourself how can be possible put it into word, but I dont know how begin a letter for you, because you probably heard every type of declaration of love that exist, from your fans and that would be one more for your colection of cliche, so here we go.

You have no idea the joy that gives me anxiety that adds to each letter of your answer, fear, anxiety, affection, insecurity and the desire to drop everything and go to you. But I can't go your way and don't even know where to find you, or even if you are real. But deep into my heart I know you are, and isn't the Angel that my mind reflect of you. What I know is that I am here and you are there, somewhere, ignoring my existence by simply not knowing it.


Something tells me it makes more sense when you show up in one of my pages or some of the TV channels accidentally or as something preordained by my fantasy destination that brings you close to forever even though there are 150 states away. This distant approach that reminds me that I can write a million letters that will never be read, but you makes me want to describe feelings that never gonna be felt fully. I can't help i wish could see your face, then I see, and I die with Finn, every time that I saw that ep.


But I feel, even if you don't know me, Even I dont know you even if you, even if you haven't a chance to meet my drama and my fears and everything else that makes me perfect for you. So perfect, so unique and so full. I won't beg for love or attention, like all these girl, or beg for an answer to your instagram or twitter. I'll let all these feelings are reflected in the admiration I feel for you. And regret, because after all, all I wanted was just to let you know.

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